I am on a high, there's nothing more to it.

December 15, 2009 Tuesday
2:16pm

Yesterday, I felt one of the greatest feelings ever. A absolutely great feeling one college student will ever experience! :)

Yesterday was our thesis defense, wherein you discuss your thesis in front of three panelists, report all the results of the study and after such the panelists will ask a series of questions regarding your works. Our thesis was all about the sexualization of women in the feature articles and images of women in Philippine tabloids. Me and my thesis mates really worked hard and placed so much effort into our work and it was judged yesterday.

And thank God, the results were great. Although I didn't get a grade that high but at least all of us were able to pass. After announcing to us our grades and after the panelists have left I felt so much happiness and as if a ton of weight was lifted off my shoulders. It was as if we were in a do or die game of an La Salle vs. Ateneo, the final game that will settle it all, and we won, haha! :) I really felt have and I truly appreciated all my friends who congratulated me especially when I was congratulated by the love of my life. But I felt so happy I almost cried when I told my parents that I was able to pass my thesis defense. All they had was words of praises for me- that they were so proud of me, they knew I could do it, that they were so grateful to have a daughter like me. I felt so loved by them, by all the people I love.

I'm such in a high right now, its as if anything is possible for me after conquering my thesis defense. Although, this is still not the end of it I will still go through a lot requirements to pass and to accomplish but I can see greener pastures already, I know I will graduate. :)

153 days and still counting.. still going strong.

December 10, 2009 Thursday

Today I had one of the most happiest days of my life. Despite my need to prepare and study for my thesis defense on Monday (Wish me much luck! :) ), writing my paper for Feature and Technical Writing class and my revision for the yearbook's article; I went to Enchanted Kingdom (EK) with Joey, my Love. :)

Today's the day we celebrate our 153th day together. At first I thought today was just going to be another day, I go to school; he goes to school and we celebrate our monthsary on the weekend but at 8am this morning he texted me, telling me if I really needed to go to school today, and the obvious answer would be no, hahaha! Then I called him and asked him why he asked then he told me to prepare already because we are going to Enchanted Kingdom today (and he planned it already days before)

10:30am he fetched me here at home then went to his school first because he needed to pass some requirements then went straight to EK, but since I didn't eat breakfast yet I was already hungry so we decided to eat at Mcdo at Waltermart, Sta.Rosa. After sharing stories and having a hearty meal we already headed to EK.

Upon arriving Enchanted Kingdom... apparently, we weren't informed that a HUGE amount of the student population from different schools will be having their field trip there and on that day but that didn't stop us from enjoying our day. The first thing we did was to try the 4D and The Journey to the Center of the Earth was being shown. I enjoyed the ride despite experiencing double-vision due to the goggles and poor eyesight. Since long lines were very evident on the rides I want to go to, we decided to go around first. As we were going around my Love was so excited in trying our new Nikkor 35mm lens, and took lots of pictures of me, hehe. :)

Then we decided to go to the Science Discovery Exhibit, as we were approaching the said exhibit we were curious as to why there were a lot of people gathering in front of the exhibit.. only to find out that a celebrity who is currently linked with the Pacman, hahaha! On the Science Discovery Exhibit, we just acted like kids who are seeing this inventions for the first time. We really had a fun time here and tried every invention that was present. After such, we continued to roam around until I got tried of roaming around and convinced Love to take risks and join the people who were lining up for the rides.

The first ride we rode was the Flying Fiesta, then went ahead to the Juggle Log Jam. Before heading to our next ride Anchors Away, we stood by, watched and took pictures of the "fire eaters" (I don't know what to call them sorry, hehe) Having a lot of laughs on the Anchors Away, we lined up on our last ride the Wheel of Fate. The lines were really exagge, but I really want to ride it, so we were really patient despite me being hungry already, and as we were nearing the gondola.. the actress who is currently linked to the Pacman and that boy who is friend's with Bro had a shoot on the Wheel of Fate. People (especially men) went gaga over that actress and the kids went gaga for that boy, hahaha! After all that trouble and me being so irritated by that matter... we were able to ride, finally! I really enjoyed the cool Christmas breeze and enjoyed the view over-looking the whole hectare of the Enchanted Kingdom. The whole place was filled with Christmas lights, which gave me a feeling of sadness. I don't know why, but every time I look at Christmas lights.. it really gives me a sense of sadness and melancholy.

After the rides are emptied, the lights start to go out and people start to leave what is left in me is a wonderful and blissful memory of today. A day spent with the most important person in my life, the person whom I really love and cherish, the person whom I can't imagine a life without him. A day where what mattered most was just the two of us, and making each other happy; and a day we just forgot the world. And you know what the truth is? For the past months, I really felt that.. I want to be near him everyday; I just can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him.

Ang Aking Suliranin.

Ito nanaman ang panahon na tinatamad ako. Yung tipong ayaw kong gumawa ng kahit ano kung 'di humiga, matulog at kumain. In short, buhay baboy. Hindi ko alam kung anong meron nanaman sa akin at ito nanaman ang nararamdaman ko. Dahil siguro ako ay bored, at naghahanap ng excitement sa buhay. Siguro, kailangan ko ng bagong mangyayari sa buhay ko, yung break ba from the routine life. Sa katunayan nga eh, dapat hindi ako ngbblog eh, may dapat akong gawin na mas importante pero eto ako, nagsousound trip at nagbblog.

Eto pa ang isa kong nararamdaman. Ang matinding pagkamiss sa aking mga kaibigan. Masyado na kaming busy sa aming buhay, dahil graduating na kami. Sa 7 kong super close na mga kaibigan, yung 4, sobrang bihira nalang kami magkita kahit na sa isang school kami nag-aaral. Yung 3 naman ay nasa ibang school, hindi kami makapunta sa isa't isa dahil sa layo at sa sobrang busy ng schedule namin.

Kadalasan naiisip ko, na sana bata na lang ulit ako. Walang responsibilidad, walang iniintindi, walang obligasyon. Buhay na simple lang at walang pinoproblema. Sympre alam ko na hindi pwede na ganito lang ang buhay lagi, kasi you need to grow. Pero hinahangad ko lang naman ang ganitong buhay, buhay na masaya.

Haaayyy.. Hindi ko alam. Kailangan ko lang talaga siguro ng isang bagay na magtutulak sa akin para naiisin ko magsipag. Siguro kailangan ko lang muna lumayo sa magulo at maingay na mundo ng Maynila at pumunta sa isang lugar na may buhangin, puno ng niyog at dagat kasama ang aking mga kaibigan at ang pinakamamahal ko sa buhay. Kailangan ko lang siguro makita ulit ang aking mga kaibigan, upang mapawi ang aking pagkalumbay sakanila.

O, sya. Kailangan ko lang siguro itulog ito baka pag gising ko wala na ito. Paalam.

Latest version of f4, a new version of our group.

Boys Over Flowers, it's the latest show on ABS-CBN. I've seen the Taiwanese and Japanese versions of this show and this is the Korean version of it. I'm actually happy watching this show, I think I'll be an avid follower of this show. I call this our group because this is what we call ourselves with the set of friends in college. =D

World meet my Nikon D60.

Friends, Bloggers, and World meet my Nikon D60. I'm lovin' my Nikon D60, I'm discovering the wonders of this camera and having this really ignited my passion for photography even more.